I'm a fucking jerk. I'm stupid. I really do have "dumbass" tattooed across my forehead. I've been so blinded by love that I didn't even realize what was TRULY going on. Well, today I WAS supposed to chill with Alan today. Note the keyword. WAS!! He told me, "We should make plans. Me and you." I was all like, "Okay!" He said he'd go on AIM early to discuss what we'd do today. But did he? Nope. Of course not. And I know why. Because it's apparent the whole, "Best Friend" bit isn't mutual. It NEVER WAS. It's obvious that I'm just there when it's convenient for him. I've notice a small pattern:
- The ONLY time we ever hang out is when he's going to the supermarket, bakery, or to fill his stupid prepaid credit card. Never to "just hangout".
- Every time we DO hang out, for some reason, it's always when I have money in my pocket. Which just so happens to go into buying him Chinese food or Dunkin' Donuts.
- I buy that fuck everything he asks me for.
- Ever since he dropped Jake (Or when Jake dropped HIM), he all of a sudden got "too lazy" to go on AIM.
- I'm DAMN sure that if Jake were to call him at anytime, he'd drop whatever he's doing JUST to go meet up with him.
Kisses for all!
-Joey
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