AM Blogging

I have work in the morning and it's 2:30 in the morning. Then again, I don't sleep, so it's just. Anyway, I'm gonna write now!

I'm tired. Who knows if I'll even finish this damned blog. I don't even know what to write about...okay, yes I do.

I hate when people log on just to tell you something, yet it's something you REALLY don't want to hear. For example. Alan logged on. At 2 in the morning. Alan is NEVER on at 2 in the morning. Anyway, so he logs on. I had been talking to Edwin today, as well. He asked me "Have you talked to Alan, because I haven't in like a month." Jake was hanging with Edwin. I assumed it was Jake wondering, not Edwin, as he didn't really talk to Alan as much Jake did. So, Alan logs on and I'm like, "I think Jake misses you." and tell him this. He just proves it wrong and says that it was Edwin wondering. I'm all like, "Oh. Okay. Lol." Then he says, "Joey. I logged on to tell you something." And here I was, thinking, "OH MY GOD. There's only ONE reason why he'd log on at 2 IN THE MORNING just to tell ME something." Butterflies ensue, only to be shut down. He logged on to tell me about a dream he had about Jake. Like, really. Apparently, he just kept popping up in his dream, and something about Alan knowing he was avoiding Jake and blah blah blah. Then after he's done explaining and saying how happy he was that Jake was out of his life, he logs off. Okay, so maybe it's not the best idea to think that he'd log on so late to admit he LIKED me, but the heart is a stupid muscle. I guess I just really wanna date him, that I'll hope that every single thing he has to "tell me" is gonna be something like, "Joey. I like you now." or "Joey. I've been thinking. Maybe we can try us out.". But alas, it never happens. The childhood belief isn't true. When you wish upon a star, dreams won't come true. Grrr. Oh well.

Anyway, I've got nothing more to write. So I guess I'll talk to you guys later.

By the way, am I the only one that notices that MY blog is inconspicuously just discussing my feelings for Alan? Well shit...I need to stop. Or not. Haha. =3

Kisses for all!

- Joey